The Crushing Presence of Nothing
At the end of the day, I just don’t want to be alone anymore. I don’t really know what it’s like to be anything else though. I can be fine for the majority of the day, but once the sun goes down, everything gets quiet, and I’m left with my thoughts, I can’t help but remember that it’s just me. I see no end to this in the near future, so I’ll deal with it as I have for all these years. I can survive alone, I just don’t want to.
For now, I bide my time and work on my own shit in the hopes that there’s someone out there for me. I hope I’m ready for her when she finally comes around.